The Urban Amazon Chronicles by Nuwajah

2012-01-19T14:10:00.000-08:00

I did this on Windows Moviemaker, im getting hip to it more and more. You mos def gonna see more videos in the future. I find instrumentals that really get to me and I listen to it over and over, then I write to it. Sometimes I take lyrics that I wrote from the past, revise them, and add more to it. Sometimes I have writers block but other times in my mind it would just come, and I mumble it to myself until i get a pen and paper. Or text it to myself. I actually recorded this on my droid. Thats why it sound a lil airy but hey thats the best I can do it. I just got invited to be apart of a independent music entity called EME Envy Me Entertainment. Im still getting more info on it but it sounds promising and im excited. Young Belizean Women who rap sing and do spoken word and make positive things happen. I hope my aging ass can hang especially being a full time at home mom and student. We shall see huh? Besides my sister can always assist me if I need babysitter. I just wanna get my look together ya mean hair, makeup, a few basic but stylish outfits. I will when I cake up, im waiting patiently. Income Tax Season is like a Holiday for minorities. But notice how you give the money right back to the Gov't and quick as you got it. funny huh?

Toxic People Purge

2011-12-08T15:45:00.000-08:00

SO I DECIDED TO MAKE SOME MORE CUTTS IN MY LIFE. AND THIS IS ONE CUT I MANAGED TO RECONSIDER NOW THIS IS THE FINAL CUT. SOME PPL ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO COEXIST WITH. HAVE YOU EVER HAD TOXIC FAMILY MEMBERS, FRIENDS, LOVERS? I HAVE..PLENTY

SO I DECIDED TO CUT MY SISTER OFF COMPLETELY THERES NO GOING BACK THIS TIME AROUND. ITS EVIDENT THIS CHICK GOT MALICE IN HER HEART AND ENVY THAT IS JUST DISGUSTING. HOW CAN U BUILD OR REBUILD A NEVER WAS RELATIONSHIP WITH A CERTIFIED MANIPULATIVE HATER. LONG STORY SHORT, THIS BROAD CREATED A FAKE FB PROFILE BY THE NAME OF TASHA JORDAN, JUST TO SPIT SHIT ABOUT HER OWN SISTERS. THE WHOLE TIME WHEN WE AROUND EACH OTHERS ITS ALL SMILES AND ASKING FOR SHIT. AMAZING HOW FEMALES DO YOU GREASY...

ACTUALLY MY OTHER SISTER WAS THE ONE WHO PEEPED IT OUT ONE DAY, AFTER COMPARING HOW SHE AND THIS "TASHA JORDAN" TYPE THE SAME WAY. SHE WAS TRYNA BE SLICK BY USING ALL CAPS. "TASHA JORDAN" IRONICALLY HAD THE SAME PROBLEMS WITH HER TWO SISTERS. HMMMMMM... ON HER PAGE "TASHA JORDAN" POSTED THAT SHE IS BETTER THAN HER SISTERS AND THEY JUST JEALOUS OF HER CUZ SHE IS THIS AND THAT, WE RATCHET BITCHES WE ALWAYS FUCK UP BLAHZAY BLAH. THEN MY SISTER POSTED A COMMENT TO HER OWN FAKE PROFILE TRYNA POSE AS A FRIEND! WHO DOES THAT! A TOXIC PERSONALITY WOULD I PRESUME...

SHE EVEN POSTED "TASHA JORDAN" STATUS ON HER STATUS. TRYING PUT HERSELF IN THE SAME POSITION, KNOWING I CAN READ THE SHIT. BITCH, MEK I TELL YOU SUMTHN, WE ALL FUCKED UP IN OUR OWN WAY. FIRST OF ALL, YOU AINT MARRIED, WITH A FAITHFUL HUSBAND NO DEGREE IN A BIG ASS HOUSE WITH A DOG AND THE WHITE PICKET FENCE. SO UNTIL YOU HAVE THAT PLEASE GO SIT DOWN AND FACE THE CORNER. WE ALL STRUGGLING TO MAINTAIN, WE ARE MOTHERS AND WE MAINTAING PRETTY FUCKIN WELL DESPITE THE CIRCUMSTANCES. IN ESSENCE IT MADE ME STRONGER. IF YOU HAD ALL THAT ON YO MIND WHY NOT SAY IT TO MY FACE. HAVE A SIT DOWN LIKE THE MOB BOSSES DO AND IRON OUT THE ISSUES? AFRAID OF BEING EXPOSED? THE DIFFERENCE EETWEEN ME AND YOU IS THAT I HAVE NO PROBLEM ADMITTING MY FAULTS AND I DONT EXPLOIT OTHERS FAULTS TO BIG MYSELF UP.

IVE TRIED AND SHE EXHAUSTED ALL HER CHANCES. SHE HAS NO LEG TO STAND ON HERE. SO SHE IS PURGED...PERMANENTLY DONT HATE HER WISH HER AND HER KIDS THE BEST OF THE BEST. I DID SOME READING LAST NIGHT ABOUT " TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS" AND EVERYTHING THIS PSYCHOLOGIST WROTE APPLIED TO HER PERSONALITY AND BEHAVIOR. I HAVE ALOT IF TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS WITH ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE WHO BULLDOZED THEIR WAY INTO MY LIFE, HURRICANED IT AND LEFT ME TO PICK UP THE PIECES. SOMETIMES ITS BETTER TO JUST LET GO OF THAT PERSON, AS YOU KNOW THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE ANYTIME SOON. PERHAPS MAYBE WHEN THEY GET OLD AND HAVE AN EPIPHANY. UNTIL THEN, IT IS WHAT IT IS BABY WHAT MORE CAN I SAY.

IM TIRED OF PPL PLAYING LIKE THEY ON YOUR TEAM, THEY PLAY THEIR ROLES SO WELL. THEY DONT REALLY MEAN WHAT THEY SAY. THEY JUST WANNA USE YOU, MANIPULATE YOU, AND DISCARD YOU LIKE TRASH. ITS CRAZY HOW MUVAFUCKAS PLAY THE RIGHTEOUS VICTIM, TAKING YOUR PHRASES AND USING THEM IN SUBIMINAL ATTACKS. HOW PATHETIC. GUESS WE HAVENT LEARNED MUCH. IVE CHANGED YO...I DIVORCED ARGUEING AND FIGHTING. IN CASE ANYONE HASNT NOTICED DONT GIVE A FUCK I KNOW YAHWEH NOTICED MY CHANGE. THE NEW LEAF I TURNED... IM STILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH AS ALWAYS BUT THE PETTY SHIT IS DEAD. I THOUGHT AFTER THE HIT N RUN ACCIDENT WITH ME AND THEN 6 MONTH OLD DAWTAH IT WOULD WAKE YOU UP..OBVIOUSLY NOT. WHEN YOU MAKE PEACE WITH SOMEONE AND YOU SAY "ITS OVER LETS START FRESH" THEN DO THAT DONT CARRY OLD SHIT WITH YOU. SEE HOW QUICKLY SHE TURNED OVER SOMETHING SO SMALL AND MISUNDERSTOOD, THAT SHOWS ME YOU NEVER WAS SINCERE ABOUT REBUILDING A RELATIONSHIP. YOU JUST HAD SOME FAVORS IN MIND. TRYING TO GET OVER AS USUAL BUT CRY WHEN YOU LET OUTSIDERS DICK YOU.

MORAL OF THIS STORY IS PURGE ALL THE TOXICITY IN YOUR LIFE, TOXIC PEOPLE WILL STOOP TO LOWEST LEVEL JUST TO ATTACK YOU. YOU CAN COUNTERATTACK THAT BY JUST DOING YOU AND EXCOMMUNICATING WITH THAT PERSON. PROVE THEM WRONG BY DOING ALL THEY SHIT THEY FAILED TO DO. YOU GONNA HERE GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME, TRUST THAT.

Hello Badmind Bye Bye Badmind

2011-10-17T17:10:00.000-07:00

Bad mind think dem can prophesize reading eyes and tell me my dreams destined for demise/ Faith can't be tested PAC said against all odds I can see what I've been blessed with, see the scars and flaws? I look in this lil girl eyes and I know Yah is good then we look at the window though we still in the hood/ I remain ambitious against your unwell wishes I cancel that doubt and let it rest with the fishes/ Toetag to your dismisses you on my shitlist still sustain my mental fitness without a credible witness. My grind is relentless and perspective different cant see me think I ah neva mek it? cho! dem a dream! (popcaan voice)

Hey ya'll this is Nuwajah, hope your liked my lil interlude. Ive been doing a lil writing here and there. I've been unable to focus on putting a whole song together so it will just be like a spoken word/hiphop poetry over instrumentals for a while. Im def not a hook person I wish I had that Nate Dogg (RIP TO THE KING OF HOOKS GODFATHER OF LONGBEACH) in me to do it but I dont unfortunately . FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER @NuwaSpitDaTruth ADD ME ON FACEBOOK Nuwajah Lmafia

hmmmm whats been happening well my baby is a lil sicky poo, shes in good spirits most of the time but she can be super cranky at night. She wants alot more attention than usual. I broke out the carrier on her ass, ya know the lil baby sling, hell fuckin yea I was Kangaroo bitch all day. So im starting my Volunteer work for the Goodwill soon so I can qualify for this Housing Program that will get me a place as long as I contribute 20 hours a week of my time, dooing some time of schooling or training. I had just finished my Loss Prevention Training Sept 30th yay me! So it just so happens I no longer had an activity at the time of my appointment. So I gotta do what I must.

I also have an appointment with University of Phoenix on thurday in Gardena. I'm seriously considering taking all the credits I earned and accumulated at LBCC for Admin of Justice and putting in all into a online Bachelor Degree Program. To be honest I have credits scattered from semester here, semester there, and Im ready to make that full on commitment. Community College is alot to deal with I've been attending off and on for 5 years now. I thought when I first joined it would be easy to tag on but its not.

1. FINANCIAL AID ISSUES - IF I DONT GET MY CAKE I AINT GOING PERIOD ITS HARD GOING TO SCHOOL BROKE

2.CLASS AVAILABILITY ISSUES- ITS LIKE A FUCKN COMPETITION YOU END UP TAKING ANY OLD CLASSES BECAUSE EVERYBODY DONE SUCKED UP ALL THE ONE YOU WANT. AND ALSO SINCE THE BUDGET CUTS IN EDUCATION IN CALI, LOTS OF CLASSES GOT CANCELED THATS WHY I LEFT FOR CHARTER COLLEGE

3.PERSONAL ISSUES- DONT WE ALL HAVE THEM, SOMETIMES YOU CAN DEAL OTHER TIMES YOU CAN'T, CERTAIN FAMILY OBLIGATIONS, LIVING SITUATIONS, LOTS OF FACTORS CAN HINDER YOU.

I did get wind of how I could go back to Charter College on the 24th of this month. I figure I might as well. I didnt apply for Goodwill to volunteer but what if the lady doesnt accept it as a training? I only have 30 days til they bump me of the public housing waiting list. AND I DONT NEED THAT! I do see myself and my daughter getting a new place soon, I want that home for my baby. So tomorrow I have a few missions to go on. Go to liberty tax printout my papers to give to LBCC so I am cleared of that wrongful debt as an outta state student. Then stop my Charter College to see about changing my school hours to mornings because Loss Prevention jobs ask for evenings and nights, weekends and shit and I want that whole slot OPEN So it will be 9am to 1pm. I CAN ROCK WITH THAT. IM STILL GO TO GOODWILL VOLUNTEER THING TOO JUST TO SEE WATS UP. So thats my plans.

TODAY IS MY 26TH BIRTHDAY

2011-08-28T10:25:00.000-07:00

WELL WELL ITS BEEN A COLDDDD MINUTE YA'LL BUT IM BACK IN FULL EFFECT LIKE SHOTTAS.
BITTERSWEET DAY ITS BEEN A YEAR IN A HALF SINCE MY BROTHER DIED. HIS BIRTHDAY IS ON THE SEPT 1ST 4 DAYS AFTER MINES. HES MOS DEF IN MY THOUGHTS AND LIVES ON IN MY HEART, HE HELPED DEFROSTED IT. :)

HAD A BABY FEBRUARY 20TH HER NAME IS LOCARI JAHDESTINY ELIMAR LAMBEY AT MEMORIAL HOSPITAL IN LONG BEACH. GREATEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE WAS THE BIRTH OF MY FIRST BABY. AS YOU CAN SEE SHE IS NOW 6TH MONTHS OLD. LOVES TO SMILE I MEAN MY BABY SMILES ON CUE SHE REALLY NEED TO BE ON COMMERCIALS AND AD FOR BABY CLOTHES AND TOYS. WORKING ON THE PORTFOLIO.

WELL LIKE I SAID I WILL BE ON HERE DAILY PROMOTING THIS PAGE ON OTHER SOCIAL NETWORKS. IM PUT MY RHYMES THOUGHTS SOCIOPOLITICAL ISSUES MUSIC CRITIQUES MOVIE AND TV SHOW CRITIQUES. I AM ALSO WORKING ON GETTING A BLOG TALK RADIO SHOW. IM A SEE WHAT MY SISTERS AND COUSINS WANNA DO. I HAVE LOADS OF UPDATES FOR THAT ASS! FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER @NuwaSpitDaTruth

COWFOOT SOUP FI DI BELIZEAN SOUL

2010-07-28T12:37:00.000-07:00

Jus d let off sum steam ive written dis 2 yrs ago but switch sum words round dis is 4 all da young women i know Yall overstand me when i seh... Niggas livin da secret life so trife behind my back as u OJing dat knife shoulda saw the red flags n signs to peep da scenario rampin round town wit rats passin disease like venereal dats why i must get lyrical wat affects us has a cause females feel me when he tell epic tales jus 2 fuck u raw..n dis broads not havin it (smh uh huh) vengenance so elaborate so ready to knuckle up anytime dese "wish" bitches give dis queen static You will reap wat u sow n yo program to alter me will fold he thinks its all fun n games till my "busta" cocks n pops leave ya cold (lol @ busta smh right off the head) stay on that deceiving lefthand cyan believe dem skate n grab a snow bitch n treat she like wah queen! (grrrrrr) while we indigient love feens struggle to raise dem seed wonda y i act like a coldone on dese streetz spittin dese bars cuh unnu got 2 far soon no longa b my scars

L-M@fi@ 4 Life...my rap dedicated to my brother lil conrad

2010-04-14T17:22:00.000-07:00

WE ROLL DEEP LIKE THA FEDS/READY TO SPILL RED/ WE TRADIN WAR STORIES OVER ROSES AND BREAD/THINK WE GOTTA SITUATION I PEEP WHAT DEM BAD BOUT/GIVE ME ONE WORD BOSS WE'LL CLEAN EM ALL OUT/LAST BREATH OUT DEM MOUF/GIVE TO EM TO QUICK SMOOTH WITH PRECISION SLICK LIKE RICK/ DO EM IN REAL GOOD WONT HAVE A CLUE/FRESH MAGAZINE COCKED BUST STRAIIT TO THA BLUE/ WARNING SHOTS FOR U AND YA FREN DEM CREW/CANCEL US NEVA BUT WE GONNA DELAY U/LEAVE THE SCENE CLEAN SO THERES NO PROOF/ MY HEARTS COLD AS THE SHIT YALL DID MY SOULS ALOOF/KARMA WILL COME TO CUT U DOWN MY SON/ IT WILL BE YO UNDOING U GONNA WISH U WAS THE DEAD ONE/L MAFIA WILL CROWD YO SPACE LIKE CITY TRAFFIC BODYSNATCH YOU YO FAM WONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN/I KNOW ITS GRAPHIC BUT I GOTTA EXPRESS MY RAGE/OPEN ANOTHA CHAPTER TURN UP ANOTHA PAGE/YOU CAN KEEP SHITIN EATIN FUCKIN SLEEPIN/ IMA INFILTRATE YOUR DREAMS ITS YOUR SOUL IM REAPIN/ VENGEANCE IS OURS EVERYTHING WE FIND WE KEEPIN/NOW ITS TIME TO BOW UR HEAD NO SPEAKIN...POP U NOW UR LIFEFORCE LEAKIN...HUSH I CAN HEAR THE DEVIL TWEEKIN...SEEKIN TO TAKE YALL TO HIS LAIRE FOR ETERNAL BEATIN...have fun bitches!

rest in paradise to my brotha Marvin Tyrone Lambey aka lil conrad 9/1/84-3/20/10

2010-04-14T17:10:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS A STRUGGLE LIKE MY FEMCEE HOMEGIRL USE TO SPIT/ SUMTIMES U NEED TO ESCAPE AND ITS NO REGRET/HOPE IS HOPELESS FAITH IS FAITHLESS/ MY OWN TRIBE SATURATED WITH RESENTMENT TWOFACENESS/NEEN ANOTHA LIFE TO REPLACE THIS/HOMELESS EMOTIONS WITH NO LIVING SPACES/HAVE I FALLEN FROM JAH GRACES OR IS IT ALL IN MY MIND AS IM IN DA STREETS WALKIN PACES/JAH SEE ME THROUGH ALL THA ANIMOSITY WAR/I NEED YO DIVINE LIGHT REFRAIN FROM THE DEVILS ALLURE/(TO U BRO) I KNOW WE DIDN'T ALWAYS GOT ALONG BUT OUR SAME BLOOD RUNS LIKE THE NOTES OF THIS SONG/ WE WAR WE RETREAT WE VICTORIOUS WE DEFEAT BUT ONE THIN REMAINS WE FAMILY GENETIC ENTITIES/NO HARD FEELINGS EVEN THO I WAS THE ONE U WAS DEALIN/I SEE THA BIGGER PICTURE IN THE SKY THE MAIN PURPOSE IN ASKIN WHY BUT I KNOW YOULL BE FINE...

think before you act and live like we're dyin...

Herbal Essence lyrix (NightNurse Instrumental)

2009-06-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

ayo wats elevatin' bredrin and sistrin!!! :)

I'm currently workin' on this song im tryna put together. Its on the "night nurse" by Gregory Isaacs instrumental. (may be sped up a lil) anywayz I got the idea from hummin' it on the street and replacing the words with my undyin' luv for Herbal Essence. So heres the lyrix I wrote. Anybody got a studio please hit me up with info and feedback! :)

herbal (only you alone can intoxicate my world)

herbal (the essence of the earth)

I feen for you love

Don't need no card or no Doc

Just puff it on da low and let the ashes drop

Cuz theres no prescription for Greed

Babylon run free and outlaw remedy

Da herb is like da sky beyond all limits of belief/

Ain't suppressin my central nervous system I grief/Tryna acheive nirvana with a handful of Herbal Essence/Now I'm elevated cuz I'm faded by the Earths Blessin'/No longer repressin creative juices flow like ocean/Thank Jah Rastafari for this euphoric potion/When we used to puff roaches cuz our pockets small time/Put together scraps conjure up a hex of high/Cuz we got delays on our checks and benefits/only leftover residue with seeds and sticks/Regardless we mentally transcendin' skys not the limit/We plottin to breakout from the illuminati prison/

herbal (just tek two hales let the fayah bun)

herbal (the essence of the earth)

No doubt it can cure

I'm flip it switch it on some socio-politico/disturbin revelations got people feelin' miserable/Unbeknownst of New World Order plans of massive slaughter/ like lambs and sheep so will our sons and daughters/Mek plans to flee if ya don't believe peep the mailbox/threat levels determined by color so what ya got?/Soon a later race will be nuthin' but flavors of death / they makin coffins for us that fit 3 heads/Don't be scared just turn to Jah his son will come/We only answer to the ONE rapture has begun/When I peeped this out I embraced Rastafari/My pupils dilated from the teachings of the Most High/Jah seeds grow and bud for reason So I gas up/ Inspiration we attemptin' while we hempin' it up/And I'm so blown but I'm conscious enuff/ I speaks da truth dats dem call me the Blunt/

herbal (just tek two hales and let the faya bun)

herbal (The cure for War and Hurt)

my high went down

We in the back puffin like a muthafuckin dragon/ rappin suckin spliff like cocky now I'm gassin/My composition book aint to far from my pen/My lyrix run like faucet, pipe dreams neva broken/We wylin laughin bout the good ol' times/ And we spazzin' real quicklike feelin the vibes/Now Im starvin like a supermodel time to eat rite/Don't worry bout takeout Belizeans cook up real nice/ rice n beans fried plantains potatoe salad/ Coconut water like spike lee I gotta have it/And its not a habit rather a habitual practice/ Produced since Genesis to consume and interact wit/So don't ya dare judge my recreational livin/High off the holy spirit Im so gifted so lets spliff it/

Well there it is...hope ya'll enjoyed the trip to cannabis paradise with that. Look out for the video comin' soon. :)

Nuwa'ni De Nubian hit me up on this name on myspace, Oovoo as BelizeanFemcee, mochacity as BelizeanPrincess, and on Youtube videos below just scroll down like shit !!

Spitterature from my Composition Book 1

2009-06-05T03:06:00.001-07:00

ayo wut up to all my sistrin and bredrin :) I got rhyme for ya'll I will lata make a video for it but here is a fresh rhyme from my compostion book

PAPER AND PEN WAS MY ONLY PRIZED POSSESSION / TO PRODUCE MY FLOWS IN POETIC DISCRETION/TRYNA STRIVE IN THIS CORRUPT WORLD SO MY POCKETS STOP STRESSIN'/CHECKMATIN' EVERY ASPECT OF THE GAME LIKE CHESSMEN/SO UNDRESS THEM DOLLARS DON'T POP BUT FIX YA COLLARS/UNLOCK YOUR MIND AND GET LECTURED BY THE RHYME SCHOLAR/FROM THE STREETS ROSE SEEDS PLANTED FIRMLY ON CONCRETE/WITH THE RAYS OF THE SUN SHALL ELEVATE CUZ MY ROOTS DEEP/TRYNA TELL UNNU REPRESENT YOURSELF FUCK A IMAGE/BE PROUD OF YOUR ORIGIN AND MATERNAL LINEAGE/WITH MY SKULL UP HIGH AND MY PUPILS ON THE PRIZE/ I RENDER ALL THINGS TO JAH KING OF KINGS HIGHEST OF HIGH/ONLY WISE MINDS CAN GROOVE TO THE MELODY AT THESE TIMES/BROKEN SPELLS FROM BABYLONS VOODOO IS IN PRIME/LOOKIN BACK ON MY DAYS AS A POOR TOMBOY WITH MANY WORRIES/BUT NOW I SPIT FURY AND STACK MORE DOUGH THAN PILLSBURY!!!

well there it is ya'll...hope ya like it... drop a comment show me some love and constructive criticism and I will reply back returnin the respek..

big ups to femcees out there don't give up lets start a movement we will be heard I am a part of the FPS baybee Femcee Protective Services and I am here to musically enlightened and bring all of us females to the forefront. bigs up to all m.c. d.j. belizeans jamaicans americans west indians central americans....everybody one ppl diff clrs!!

Ya know he fuckin somebody else when.....

2009-06-05T01:55:00.000-07:00

He acts distant or aloof when he walks through the door. He has this displaced complex about him as if he seen a ghost.
He is not as affectionate and touchy feely as he was before. Why? because dummy he givin dat affection to anotha female behind ya back!
Doesn't come through with promises even the smallest request becomes unreliable
He takes all his pictures from the wall, basically tellin' you thats all he will be to you soon enuff- a memory
He packs some of his things slowly but surely. Yes, lil things he has in the house slowly disappear.
The sex ain't the same. Its seems as though something is missing or he is thinkin of the woman he is messin with.
The whole vibe is gone. His aura, his energy, his passion is no longer present
Constantly comin' and leavin' not really going into detail about where who what and when?
When he mentions another females name, be it his babymoms ex girlfriend who they claim to be crazy but always talk about, low key hoping for reconciliation
Conversation is little to none, minimal eye contact, and he seems to pointing out your insecurities low key tryna compare you to the next female waiting for her turn.
He finds every lil fuckin ting to argue about so you can cuss him out so he can leave and make excuses to cheat.

Thats all I have so far anybody else has more we can make a good guideline and list of do's and don'ts so us women can be more vigiliant for clues.