Welcome to episode 1. Of The Narc Files!
Here some links to my latest tarot reads in regard to karmic readers and karmic spiritualists in the spiritual community. This also includes karmic relatives and friends teaming up with these ppl, they getting theirs now.
https://youtu.be/Gtsx7NDVjWU
https://youtu.be/O5y_hQOMH0o
So I want to talk about the tarot readers in the YouTube Community. I seen a video from "Seer-Sol'"and she was talking about how she supported many tarot readers in the community and they returned her with Lokey hate jealousy and mockery. It was so real I honestly had to comment. She was saying how because certain readers that she supported didn't know her sign they would do all signs readings, and for others that did know her sign they would always purposely give false bad readings and speaking to her subliminally.
All of these are true and things that I have experienced in the tarot Community first I started off as a watcher and then I started off as delivering the content myself. They are readers in the community that are obsessed with people that have actual gifts but with smaller channels and a smaller following. They love to follow us watch all of our content have imaginary beef with us and then take shots in the next video. I peep a lot of s*** but I just don't really say too much I might say a little something on my community tab on YouTube but that's pretty much it. But I will address it in this blog though that's for damn sure. And on top of that today is Tuesday a Mars day, a perfect time to speak about things like this and the realm of spiritual warfare.
I'm going to share my intuitive opinion about this because I have experienced some of the things that this young lady was saying in her video so shout out to her I didn't want to say your full name cuz I don't want to drop names on here so I did a nick name for you. My intuitive opinion is that I feel like some of the people in the spiritual Community will invade your privacy through astral projection/mirror 🪞 Magick maybe/remote. Viewing and I believe what they do is they spy on you some of them have even used and I'm speaking personally flies and fleas as monitoring spirits that you may come up with in your line of business. Because these people are in the same niche as you and they're highly competitive spiritual narcissists. So after invading your privacy through metaphysical means, they come on their videos and try to take little shots at your lifestyle especially if they feel they have more going on than you. And that just goes to show that people can have more influence, more money, more better standard of living than you and they will still be jealous because of your potential to surpass them or just to be in your own greatness seems to be a threat to them in some odd way. This comes from a mindset and what I call Nicki Minaj syndrome where they want to be the only one shining everybody else that come up is a problem/threat to them they got to either bow down or lay down. The other symptoms would be throwing rocks and hiding their hands using tired tropes to appeal to people in certain demographics so I think you look at as am activist, martyr or philanthropist. I guess you can say it goes along in the same category as a communal narcissist but a spiritual communal narcissist.
What I have personally experienced on the YouTube platform is that I will get a lot of views on my videos for certain subjects right, but I wouldn't get any comments. Then, spirit will leave me to click on a video and Skip to an exact part where they show me that this person is using my verbiage and or is trying to take shots at me or combat something that I had said recently in a video on my own channel. Which shows me that they watch me a whole lot more than I watch them. I'll give one example I like to buy all of the root oils so I buy many different many different purposes. And I would have post stories on Instagram sharing my witchy hauls, and give shootouts to the companies I support. Well one time well actually think it was a couple of times but I never be noticing but I digress, I decided to follow a content creator who has five figures subscriber count in the tarot community. I'm call her "Rapida De Boca" so her just like a slew of others like to publicly make videos name dropping people in the community that done stuff to them. And you know you go down a rabbit hole and watch each person's video to see where they coming from yada to the yada.... So anyway I decided to follow her on Instagram but interestingly enough I never see her on my feet at all. But she definitely had access to my oh wow because it is a business profile and it is open to the public. At the time I was dropping live readings on there quite often I've been slow down for that but you know. So I think what this person was doing was watching my reading and some of my posts and then would hop on her live and try to say some shit. So in the video that screwed direct me to watch she was mentioning something about Jezebel oil that a karmic was using it, then her tarot stand sucked that all up in her comment section. And I know for a fact that I posted up some art of the root oils and one of them was Jezebel oil yeah I like to use it b**** and what?! I don't know what you think the oil is about sweetie but it is to get favorable conditions with men and other masculine energies such as yourself. To have the upper hand, I'm not interested in anybody's man but you don't know anything about the product but you saw me posted up and wanted to say something. Also while people want to take shots they also like to copy off of me too they will use my verbiage, my tarot talking points and even try to crack jokes like me bro. Do you know that she took my tarot talking point about the Queen of 🗡️ being Maa't. She got that from me straight up in a few other things. But when I saw a couple of videos about some girls exposing her and made a lot of sense. They mentioned pretty much the same things in regards to her taking shots at them in a reading, them opening up their energy to her she invading dreams and stuff. She never did that to me cuz she know better. I never open my NRG up that wide for a bitch on that platform to be in my dream. Now I have accidentally fall asleep listening to certain videos that I didn't mean to it would just come on and I would accidentally astral project to where they are but I will quickly leave or disregard as a dream. So anyways I believed those girls experiences with her and that's why I never. Got to deep with her, something in my spirit told me to back off and pull my energy from her Channel and I obeyed.
Another talking point I like to bring up it has something to do with the twin flame journey whenever I start to do some type of videos or I make any type of reference towards them I noticed that certain people will come out with a video hours later or day later trying to say some slick s***. There was another reader chick YouTube that I was listening to for a few months. That is before I found out she was fraudulent, as I ended up finding out that she stole her talking points from her best reading from some other content creator and that's how I ended up finding that person. I'm call this one Karmic Whori. So Karmic Whori I remember her trying to play in my energy low key and I had to stop watching her too. She's not a twin flame but she likes to do readings for twin flames like a lot of these other dumb b****** like to do. When they have no authority to and they like to play with DF and DM's emotions because they don't have no life. I remember last year I had did like maybe three videos back to back where I did story time about an astral 5D visit that I had with my TF and I also Incorporated tarot and Oracle as dream interpretation. Now this was at a time where I was subscribe to her Channel and I dropped a comment on a few of her videos not too much but ya know I did comment. By the way, I have since deleted those and yes I do delete comments when I feel like a content creator is being shady and skipping over me to heart other people's messages because they simply don't like my energy. They don't like my picture they don't like my YouTube name they clicked on my s*** and decided they want to have some imaginary beef. They see me as a threat because I am a threat. So anyways child, I swear after I posted that set a videos around late January I was listening to her while I was doing some Uber eats deliveries. And in this reading she was trying to attack the heart chakra of the divine feminine because I felt a strike to my chest I did not want to own whatever she was saying because I know it was some b******* it just didn't sit right with me at all. Of course I didn't comment cuz I'm not a rude person like that I just simply unsubscribed removed any comments that I had made on past videos and did away with her. I knew she was making subliminal shots right after my video talking about oh I don't care about 5D or none of that...( Mind you that was in my video title of you match the dates up from her reading and mind). What Karmic Whori it was when I commented on her video, she clicked on my channel and started binge watching this is what a lot of these b****** be doing. Cuz I got views on that video but no comments and I already know most of the people that watched it were karmics cuz they can't relate to my experience so they try to knock what they don't understand. So how you going to speak on twin flames when you're not one? The energy that she was spewing out in that video was so bitter and disgusting and I thought a sharpness in my chest because she was trying to attack the heart chakra of the DF and the DM as if we're not going through enough as it is. Now I'm sure some needed to take heat of what she was saying the ones that been convincing themselves as divine feminine twins when they are not and they have been confusing their relationship problems with a Divine connection. But baby I'm not one of them.... All those crazy stories y'all tarot skets be conjuring up from Love and HipHop writing rooms ain't my story.
But anyways I knew she made that reference towards me because I did have that in my video title just a day or two before she posted up this reading and this was right after I had commented on one of her videos. And the video that I commented on was actually a really good reading but it wasn't her energy. I ended up finding out the person behind that she actually stole the knowledge from this person and implanted it into her reading and that was considered her best. So after I clicked off the girls video unsubscribed removed my energy completely from her platform I went to search for anyone speaking out about her on YouTube. That is when I discovered "Meta-Star" is what I'll call on here. As soon as Spirit directed me to click on Meta-Stars video, she was saying everything that I was feeling while listening to this girl's video because I knew I wasn't tripping. Because her energy was very nasty and she was coming out with crazy ass readings with crazy titles that come from a damn Dean Koontz murder mystery book or perhaps Danielle Steele too..
Like how are you coming out telling divine feminine on a twin flame journey that there are other half is about to cancel ❌ them? 🤔 I didn't like that at all and the person addressed that in the video and how she was strategically misdirecting people on TF journeys and I was in full agreeance and felt validated. Spirit directed me to watch that video because they wanted me to know that I did the right thing by pulling my energy back away from her platform. I kid you not, every time I bring up a subject on my videos, Spirit will show me via algorithm of some one who is going to target me subliminally with some counteractive response to what I said. For instance tonl not mention anything remotely about twin flame cuz I feel like that's a trigger word for some people 😆 I swear a person will watch my s*** and then hop on their Community post or make a video saying something derogatory or dismissive about the TF journey trying to make common karmic connections of ppl posing as twins, into my story or circumstance.
I think a lot of readers who aren't twins are intimidated and jealous of the fact that in the year 2022 that a lot of twins would be coming into Union at least that's what they're saying. And I think that they want to "M Night shyamalan" divine feminines and divine masculines to rell them back into karmic loops feening for their crack rock tarot messages. Because if a lot of us end up reuniting or uniting, a lot of them won't have a lot of content to post now will they? If the twins are able to activate then they lose a large surplus of divine energy thst they don't possess themselves. Trust me there are so many stories I'm going to tell y'all and I'm going to leave it all here on the narc files. Some of them realize that these reunions and unions can't be stopped no matter what they do because they actually been very instrumental in keeping us separate from our divine counterparts. The same people that were making readings that were anti-twinflame are now all of a sudden pro twin flame in their readings, like Karmic Whori...allofassudden bitch 😆 not everybody want to talk about unions when they was just saying that our journey is b******* weeks ago months ago. Now they want to put their mouth in it because they feel the energy and they're getting threatened that they will no longer be needed and they can't misguide innocent divines anymore with their bitter ass Mis-Divinations.
I have plenty of Blogcast episodes sharing my experiences and intuitive opinion about what's going on in Tarot land. I've even supported people in the narcissistic abuse awareness community I remember one particular person she went by the name of....well...I call her WackSheep 🐏 but she has a different name now so I will just use her old YouTube name. Now I want to say that a lot of these are readers spiritualist content creators because this one claims to be spiritual cuz I've seen a slew of her once helpful videos. But what I noticed about these women right they like to real you in with relatable topics right, and you will binge watch them laugh with them maybe even cry with them and secretly or publicly root for them. We will subscribe, join their membership like share etc right comment on their posts. I feel like as soon as these bitches reel you in with relatable resonance of trauma etc. Then they switch it up on your ass. You see, that was nothing but a trojan horse because once they get a taste of your energy as a divine, after they combed through your channel or social media through reading your comment on their video, they will decide that they have a problem with you. I'm going to show you how they do it and they do it in a very slick way. For instance I would comment on a person's video just to show them that I understood exactly what they were saying. They even reminded me of a good friend I used to have back in Baltimore years ago. You'll know if a content creator has some type of imaginary beef with you because they will not ❤️ your comment they will actually cherry pick liking others comments around your comment. There were times I would hop on some of these girls lives and as soon as they saw my name and they saw my commentary and I'm not even a disrespectful person but just my energy coming today platform all of a sudden they switch up there subject matter and then try to say something that they think applies to me. I had a transgender spiritualist do that to me used to always take shots at what he thinks is my story and he even admittingly said that he stalked my channel. And guess what the b**** never liked or commented but decided they wanted to have some imaginary beef for me so whenever I hop on in the recent years of course, they would automatically take digs on what they think my lifestyle is, then will cry about people judging their lifestyle. I'll make a narc file about "T-Gworl Gemmy" in a separate blog post. She a trip 😆 obsessedttt and jealous of natural biological ethnic women of foreign cultural backgrounds. It's like lather rinse repeat with these hoes I swear they operate out of the same playbook take shots at you subliminally, then mimic your energy, and then if they get further with that try to sabotage you. And the crazy part about this is these are people that I actually liked I enjoyed their content and everything rooted for them and all that and look how they do people that support them.
Anyways let's get back to Wack Sheep... So anyway I used to support her or whatever. She made videos that definitely resonated with me because of where I come from and the experiences I had. She also reminded me of somebody that I used to know a long time ago the way how she was talking and laugh. I didn't know this girl felt any type of way about me so I decided to test things out. Now Spirit was showing me an algorithm that her face kept popping up and I had this weird feeling I couldn't describe it but I kept removing her face by clicking not interested for some reason. Anyways one time I had waiting on her live and I probably haven't watched her in about like a month or two. Cuz I have binge watched her videos and then I didn't come back I made sure I commented in liked and everything right. So anyway I come on her life right and so she see my name but I see her responding to everybody else and I can tell when somebody is looking at my comment on a live stream I can see they eyeballs rolling up and down the chat box so I know when people are trying to below key snazzy. So she goes on to say some of my subscribers are fake as f*** as soon as I got in the room?. So I'm like hold up in my mind I'm thinking how as soon as I get here and I greet you you talking about somebody being fake?! B**** I don't know you and I don't have to be up underneath your Channel all day everyday to be real enough for you. Some of these content creators act like we ain't supposed to have a life or something. We tune in when we can now the people that are up your ass and got no life so they tune in all day everyday and they know all your business everything that you have to share I'm not in your ass like that girl. So I felt like she was directing that towards me because I hadn't made her live or haven't commented on her videos since I first discovered her Channel. usually when I discover someone I'll watch a couple of their videos to get a feel for them and then I'm good for a while . Big f****** deal sheesh so she felt like I was fake I'm not sure but okay girl 😆 I noticed she was bringing up some talking points that I had did on my recent videos on my Channel That's how I know b****** be watching it bro. Then she going to go on her community post talking about I can't stand when people compete with me and this is before the live video. And why did I comment on there in agreeance with her and she didn't respond but she responded to everybody else. So when Spirit was showing me her face on my algorithm it was letting me know that she was on some fraudulent ish and that they wanted me to see it on a live video. And sometimes I don't like watching live videos like that because it's just a lot of troll energy and a lot of energy harvesting and vampirism you feel like you're mean I don't know how to say it, but I prefer to wait till after it's over and then I watch the replay. So one day I decided to test it out I said I want to see if she really not f****** with me right so she made a community post one day it was 11 minutes fresh. So that means she just posted it 11 minutes ago nobody else commented on there so I decided to be the first person to comment. Now in the community post she asked about should she go and do a live video. So I commented with a simple I look forward to it yes please or something like that. So I didn't go back to the community post until spirit nudge me to do so right. My intuition told me go back on her community post cuz I don't get notifications when people reply or or anything so I wanted to be sure. So long and behold child I come on the community post and I see that a gang of people already commented. Do you know that she put a heart on everybody else's comment besides mine except for like two other people that commented seconds ago so she probably missed that one. But I was the first person to comment and she just posted 11 minutes ago so I know she saw what I said. 😆 Like gworlllllaaaaaa bitchhhhh I knooooooow you seeeee it. So that was all the confirmation I need so what I do I unsubscribe I deleted my comment from the community post since she wanna act stush and removed my Divine energy from her platform.
I didn't know all this time that this girl has some type of imaginary beef with me that she felt like I was competing with her and some type of way when I wasn't. I actually liked her content I thought I would like her as a person if I ever met her. It's crazy how people would treat you when you actually genuinely like them that's some weirdo s*** for real. She just like all the other b****** that I mentioned in this blog post would come on my channel watch my videos steal My talking points, counteract my talking points and make shots at me in their Community post. Well let me tell you how Spirit work right because not too long after I have removed my Divine energy from watching her platform, that she ended up having a major health problem that landed her in the hospital. Now when I unsubscribed I clicked do not recommend Channel but spirit through the algorithm once again wanted to show me what ended up happening to her. A flashed on my newsfeed as soon as I got on YouTube her face and I saw the look in her eyes and it's the title read something about her being at the hospital.
So those are just a few stories that I'll share with y'all know this is a long post and don't worry I'm going to make some more narc files cuz I got a couple of b****** that I want to address and n***** too I ain't left y'all out because y'all fraudulent as well. But that's what they do especially when it comes to the twin flame thing and that's going to be a separate blog post as well. Cuz I really feel like a lot of it is coming out of jealousy you can't speak for a twin if you're not one of us. Don't wait for me to say something or for me to do a reading on it for you to try to come on your community post and take jabs at the journey that you're not on. One last quick example before I head on out of here. Now you will notice that when these people do that I really feel like they got entity attachments because when they start to throw shade their voice will change and it gets very eerie I don't know if anybody else notices it. But I'm a highly sensitive spiritual person and I can feel s*** that I really don't want to feel with people. Now I don't have anything against people that don't subscribe to the same things that I do we all have different opinions but when you come on your platform and you try to drag people and take shots subliminally that's when I have a problem. If you are truly a divine feminine and or Divine masculine you shouldn't be fixated on what other divines are doing. My journey is my journey and your journey is yours. No I'm not one to throw the baby out with the bathwater I don't throw the whole person away I just know that if I see any salacious video titles that I know is geared towards me that spirit is trying to show me I will click do not recommend or not interested. That's just my way of saying "noted"even as a Divine if you didn't even make any posts or videos about the twin flame journey and you're just thinking about it perhaps you even speaking to your TF telepathically. Having a good old day and s*** right and then all of a sudden you hop on YouTube in the first set of videos that are on your feed is something that goes against you and your Divine counterpart. So anyway I was watching This woman's video she got good readings she's a very innovative creative she cool right. Again she has good content I binge watched her I commented all that good stuff because I'm not no hater I like to support smaller channels cuz I'm a smaller Channel. Well I noticed something a little funny with her when it came to the twin flame subject because one day, I'm watching her video and everything's hitting and even if it's not hitting you know it's entertaining so I listen right. Do you know that like all of a sudden her voice change and she started talking about twin flame and she was saying how it's b******* it's narcissist and an empath type of thing blah blah blah and her voice changed like it was a different person. When she came on the video she was talking like a sweet old Auntie sitting on the porch and hot Georgia y'all drinking a lemonade together and looking at the orange trees in the distance. Her voice got deep and as if something had entered inside of her when speaking specifically about to twin flames it was giving Suge Knight, LOL she literally was throwing her own personal opinions into a collective reading. If it's a collective reading your messages come from Spirit why are you throwing your own personal opinions on it reading for the collective. Why did she do that you ask, because she knew that a divine feminine twin was watching her Channel maybe perhaps a couple of them because she didn't get a whole lot of comments on that particular video. So she definitely was directing it at certain people maybe I was one of them. I don't even know how she even got on the subject of twin flames but all of a sudden when she did it was like something entered into her body her voice changed and everything and I felt attention in my chest once again the heart chakra being attacked. I'm going to address this in a future intuitive mail video on YouTube. Because I'm tired of these s**** using past trauma p*** to reel you in thinking that you're in a safe space and then they slowly energy harvest off of you, cyber stalk you, and find a way to oppose what you stand for. So when she did that I clicked off the video because I knew that it was a deliberate sneak attack. And then Spirit showed me through the algorithm another title she ended up doing a part two to the video because the video cut off abruptly when she staring ripping off at the mouth about twin flames. 😆 I already know what that was! Her voice started cracking and in the video stopped. Then she had posted up a part two to continue what she was going to say I guess that was her way of doubling down. I made sure to press not interested. Now I'm still subscribed to her Channel but I don't know for how long. Cuz she do have other good readings that I like to watch and I don't necessarily hate her I just know that we don't agree on everything and I know that she's not a twin like me so she wouldn't understand. She kept saying oh show me one twin flame couple that's actually real I almost want to comment with a link of a twin flame couple that I actually watch that are the real deal but I didn't want to do that. That's what these b****** want they want you to respond to them. Now of course I'm not going to throw the whole content creator away like I said she do got some good stuff but sometimes I don't feel like watching it because it's too much about let's spy on the karmic, why are they jealous of you, oh they're trying to kill you, who's hexing you this week etc. Like who the f*** cares after a while I don't care about listening to that s***. I don't care about what my enemies are doing they can suck my ass for real. It is normal sometimes we tend to watch it when we going through s*** and we need to stroke our ego a little bit and feel validated and vindicated I get that but once I get that feeling I'm good like I don't need to keep harping on the s*** you feel me. The enemies do the same old same old and I rather focus on my own Ascension.
So I'm going to go ahead and end this blog cast for tonight I hope that you guys enjoyed it I know it was a long read. But since it's Tuesday I just want to get it off my chest about these funky ass tarot readers on here. Be mindful of coming at me subliminally on your s*** because my ancestors and my spiritual gang gang ain't for play play. Especially when I'm digging you as a person and supporting your s*** don't take no shots at me my lifestyle none of that and then at the same time wanna spiritually plagiarize off my energy that s*** ain't cool. I've been cool about it but this been happening since last year and it's been even more in the recent months I've been ignoring people and I just keep posting up my content and I can tell they on my clit real hard cuz I swear to God they'll do a video against what I said as soon as I post it. Just like how I did a video about fighting in the astral realm about people invading your dreams such as a narcissistic relatives ex's etc. I'm no guru I'm not trying to be that I'm just sharing my experiences for anybody that may be going through the same and if it helps them it helps them. But I was saying to keep fighting in your dream, address them since they want to invade your dreams. And I swear to God a day later a person that I watched made a video saying to her followers not to do that. (⚠️UPDATE ON THAT IN MY LATEST BLOG POST "NOW YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT" now they recanted that talking point, see it came to pass) Cuz maybe some of her followers watch my videos cuz she had bring them to one of my live videos last year so maybe she felt like I was misleading them. But ain't nobody was trying to leave nobody I was just sharing my experiences but anyway I think maybe her subscribers who watch my videos asked about my video to her and she decided to make a video response I guess. So she hop on her video and she like don't fight when people approach you in the Astro realm you know get him a hug and say that you love them and that will neutralize it. So I consider what she saying all ego aside ok I get it. But from my perspective it's like if you face trauma in your life and you were in situations where you didn't or couldn't defend yourself in that moment. And you keep dreaming about it right I feel that fighting back in your dream is therapeutic because you're able to remix that memory by standing up for yourself in that dream or astral experience. Perhaps in your waking Life you couldn't stand up to your narcissistic abuser and you kept having dreams about it keep reliving the bad memories over and over. So in my video I was just simply saying that when they approach you in the dream world you need to tell them everything that you want to say in your waking Life and if you want to put hands on them why the f*** not they trying to disturb your peace by coming into your dream. You up here minding your business trying to heal from what they put you through and now the burden is on me to be the bigger person. These people kill me especially these love and light people that I know for a fact ain't really loving life behind closed doors it's just a facade. But I hate how they want to play forgiveness police, or how they would tell people not to do return to senders. FOH you catching these candles if you ever threw some negative energy towards me when you know I didn't deserve it hell yeah you catching these magical return to send her ass hands b**** are you dumb?!
Don't be listening to these b****** trying to tell you not to defend yourself I ain't hugging no b**** in the astral. Unless I felt like I fight enough in my dream and I'll let you know what it was and then you came back in my dream correctly then we can hug it out until then you catching these paws from the 5D to the 3D and back again. Interesting people would say that because when I do my return to senders the top part will have black soot, they would burn out clean towards the bottom. As soon as I'm finished with that work a lot of things start to happen around me and I end up finding out who culprit sending me evil eye and competing with me behind my back. Taking jabs at me after using monitoring spirits in the form of fleas and flies that I have never had in my home ever lingering around when I'm on my phone creating. They noticed things on your video and Community post and they'll address it in their live streams I'm just saying y'all peep game. That's why I wrote this long ass blog you feel me be careful in the comment sections if you feel any weirdness with a content creator unsubscribe remove your comment because that is your energy signature. If you even have an inkling that somebody is trying to spiritually plagiarize off of your energy because of you watching them remove yourself from their platform. You're going to notice a huge difference in your energy when you do that. All of a sudden your creative blocks are gone throat chakras cleared and you're able to continue doing your work. Stop letting these people play double dutch and hopscotch in your energy field. They peep you low-key and they know that you a real one and they wanted to feel some type of way because of that. They created imaginary one-sided competitions with you the whole time that you were supporting them subscribing to them liking and commenting. These karmic readers will use the comment section as target practice for thier baneful Magick. Oh you ain't know?! 😆 ☕ Yeah I know a lot of shit baby
Because they see that you're good at something then they want to come and be like "oh I don't need cards to do this"--- bitches neither do I but I like using it and that's what I feel like fuckin doing.
First I'm Garifuna we are very spiritual afro indigenous tribe and no baby I don't need cards either I just like using them. My ancestors come in my dreams and tell me the tea all the damn time. I don't need cards to read people's energy if I'm right in front of their face I can tell when a muvafucka ain't shit in 5 minutes or less. I know this people been doing that because they see that other readers are good at what they do with their divination tools so they want to other themselves out of superiority. Many of them like to take shots at at me too because I like to smoke a little weed I like to smoke my hookah pen and have a little sip here and there b**** I could do what I want this is my life. Why you so worried about what other divines are doing I can do whatever I want and still have my spiritual gifts. Stop worrying about how other people live their lives I'm not hurting nobody. I don't have to do exactly what you do in order to maintain or gain spiritual gifts I'm born with it it's my birthright so I can do what the fuck I want. Besides I mix my weed with blue lotus it helps with my anxiety and my depression and keeps my appetite low. I use a lot of smokable herbs with my weed every time I smoke it. And yes sometimes I do like to drink I'm a whiskey gal I'm also a wine gal as well. I don't mind having a little something something to unwind.
Anyways moral of story is IF YOU HAVE A SMALL CHANNEL TRUST AND BELIEVE PEOPLE ARE WATCHING YOU A LOT MORE CLOSELY THAN YOU THINK THEY ARE. THESE PEOPLE PLAY HOPSCOTCH WITH YOUR ENERGY TO REEL YOU IN WITH THEIR READINGS AND LECTURES AS SOON AS THEY KNOW THAT YOU'RE WATCHING THAT'S WHEN THEY GO IN FOR THE KILL PLEASE BE CAREFUL.
